where I am :-)

The joy felt while eating cookies and cakes and chips is fleeting - that is what you have to KEEP doing it! I would get so much more enjoyment from feeling better about my body and being more healthy!

I have had ENOUGH. Enough time screwing around and not getting more healthy. I have said this before. I am sick of saying it and feeling it and thinking it. I need to just do this. ENOUGH!!!!!!!

I can't change the fact that I am not on schedule with my original plan. Instead of being 184 lb. today, I weigh 192. I am OP today though, for the first time in a while, and I just need to DO IT!

I took before pics this morning!!!! I have to look at them and maybe even post them here? I don't want to scare anyone though!

Here is the new plan. I can be at goal in a little over a year. Ok, a little over a year and two months :-) Or, I can weigh MORE than 192, or be at 192, or somewhere in between. Hmmm, what sounds best?? LOL! I can be at 165 by Christmas - that sounds good! I was probably around 165 when I got married and was in a size 8 or 10. I can't even imagine getting to 130 anymore - 155 or 145 would be incredible!

I see myself typing things like "I am 192" and then I am reminded that my weight is not everything and I should focus on it so much!